Fly to raging lava (5)
TW: Suicide mention
"I can't possibly..." Wizard Lin Si lowered his eyes: "If I really want to be disadvantageous to the voyager, even if I am prohibited from contacting all research on viruses and genes, it will not be stopped."
"Because of this," Mrs. Chen sighed with a smile, "A great genius is just like a great beauty, and will cause disaster. What's more, because of that, you have a good reason to hate Voyagers. The marshal is deeply jealous. You, and although I believe in your personality, I cannot bet on the future of the spacecraft. Lin, I hope you can forgive our conservativeness."
"I just feel sorry for the ‘limitless’," Lin Si said lightly, "and I’m not a genius either. Tangning’s kind is the one. I’m just a doctor."
Mrs. Chen's eyes are very complicated.
Lin Si continued: "But I still didn't expect the Marshal's speculation on me to be so vicious. I originally thought that he was only worried that I would form a group with my experimental body, thinking that he was superior to ordinary people, and then disrupting the harmony of the spacecraft. Hmm... to be more serious, he thinks I will open the door of the sixth area at a certain moment, and take my experimental body army to capture the entire spacecraft-these modified people are powerful and aggressive, and even crazy. Self-replication is like the end of humanity, depicted in unfounded science fiction novels. But I never imagined that he imagined me as a perverted doctor against humanity, studying how to reproduce the Berlin nightmare every day."
"Inciting people is not your strong point. The Marshal and I know this very well." Madam Chen smiled helplessly. Of course she could hear Lin's humor with some sarcasm, but she could only pretend not to know.
But no matter how gentle and kind this lady is to him, Lin Si knows that the third phase of the "limitless" project is completely hopeless.
Lingyi went to the eighth district database.
He entered search keywords based on the information he got from the colonel.
"Lin Si", "Berlin virus", "interview", "report".
After two minutes of searching, more than a dozen pieces of content appeared on the interface.
He clicked on the first one.
This is not like the interview the colonel said, more like a press conference, but the length of the video is very short.
The reporter or host’s voice sounded without any passion, but indifferent, restrained, and even solemn.
"This is the Wilkins Laboratory. It was founded in 2540 by Dr. Ye Selin. It gathered all the cutting-edge research results of the Berlin virus. Just yesterday, we received information from the Wilkins Laboratory. They have very important information. I want to convey this to everyone."
As soon as the camera turned, Lin's face appeared.
Ling Yi was stunned.
This face is very familiar to him, but also very strange.
He still had a spotless white shirt, buttoned to the top button.
Lin Si in the video is younger than he is now, and his beautiful face does not have the cold expression that Ling Yi is familiar with. On the contrary, the corners of his lips have a very comfortable and soft curvature.
"Please forgive me for not having time to greet everyone." The voice has always been quiet, peaceful, and convincing.
"But I hope that whether you plan to take to the streets, hide in your home, or even think about how to commit suicide in a decent way, you can stop and listen to me to finish."
"Our world is facing unprecedented disasters and panic. I am sorry that the city federation has not been able to provide you with any medical services or even preventive measures."
"The medical measures have not been perfected because all the excellent doctors are studying all possible treatment methods behind me, and the theoretical data has not been released because the life science workers concentrate all their energy on studying the structure of the virus."
"There have been four sudden deaths in Wilkins Lab. All our efforts day and night are to end this doomsday disaster."
"But I am standing here today, not to promote our diligence and dedication, but to tell everyone that our blood is flowing for you, and all our lives are being used to conquer the Berlin virus."
"We did not give up. Therefore, please do not give up. Please persevere until every tomorrow. Please believe that tomorrow's sun will still rise, and hope is coming."
There is no dramatic tone, no passionate encouragement.
He was just narrating, begging.
Ling Yi was imagining the city at that time.
Once shrouded in real panic and despair, no matter how powerful a speaker is, no one can make people optimistic. They will only think his performance is ridiculous.
And Lin Si told them that a group of people were fighting for them, and asked them to stick to this struggle for another day and every tomorrow.
These words did not slow down the spread of the virus even a little bit, but they must have caused many suicidal thoughts to put down the knife that was about to cut their wrists.
It is no wonder that the colonel said that this video has been broadcast countless times, and it may be the last point of comfort and salvation for people in the nightmare.
Ghostly, Ling Yi reached out to the light curtain, trying to touch Lin Si's face.
But at the moment when the fingertips were about to touch, the video playback ended, the light curtain disappeared, and his fingers only grabbed a cloud of air.
At night, he got into the quilt and waited for Lin Si to return, but he thought for a long time.
He buried his face in the pillow, thinking of Lin Si's gentle and calm eyes in the video, thinking that Lin really wasn't always cold, at least not at the time, even though it was so desperate and difficult.
But later, something must have changed, which made Lin's character a great change.
That must be a cruel change, he couldn't think of it.
The human city raging by the Berlin virus is already the limit he can reach for his nightmare imagination.
But he clearly realizes that he now wants to hug Lin Si like Lin Si hugs him. It feels very good and very safe. All dangers are isolated. He wants Lin Si to experience it.
The little guy is a little angry again, very angry with the people on earth— Lin's words will support you to persevere, but who will support Lin Si like this?
——He loves Lin Si very much.
When Lin Si came back, it was almost early in the morning.
Data analysis, discussion, voting, formulation of detailed landing plan...From tomorrow, the construction of the base will officially begin.
People were very excited and looking forward to it, but he felt a faint boredom.
His "limitless" plan, which he regarded as one of the meanings of his life, was completely rejected, and the marshal's endless suspicion was also annoying. He would rather lie back in the dormant cabin and freeze for another hundred years.
But he can't.
Lin Si walked to the bed, and Ling Yi shrank into a ball and fell asleep. He reached out and touched the hair scattered on his cheeks to prevent them from obstructing breathing.
Needless to think about it, the little guy's body has already warmed the whole bed.
He really wants to understand Ling Yi's physiological structure more deeply, but only to think about it, but if he is gone, and someone else takes over the sixth zone, the little thing will really be dissected.
——Grow up soon.
He pressed the corner of the quilt for Ling Yi, Ling Yi felt his movement, but did not wake up, and gently rubbed his hand unconsciously, very affectionate and nostalgic.
The author has something to say:
Grow up tomorrow!
Changed the name of the text, now it is called the Cat's rose, my first chapter click really rises slowly, wailing...I changed the name to try to save it.
I forgot to set the time of the deposit box ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! I'm guilty!
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